IT WASN'T ALWAYS EASY. 🥴

I have struggled a lot in finding my direction in life, chasing success, feeling worthy of my dreams & desires, bringing my vision into existence, and most of all... regulating my emotions & my relationship with myself.

I always knew that I was different, and that I wasn't meant to do things the same as everyone else. I also knew that I was too much for the majority of ppl. I didn't feel safe to openly express my authentic self. So for a long time I masked who I truly was so that I could feel loved, accepted & enough.

I didn't start my healing journey untill I was about 25, and before then I was a very high achiever. Everything revolved around my external world. My career, being in a relationship, getting married, having all of the friendships, and what I looked like naked. 

& as I look back and tell this story I created these goals based on what I was conditioned to want & what society told me would make me happy & whole. 

I ran from thing to thing, trying to find the acceptance & worthiness I was craving. 

And it went transcended into all areas of my life. 

My favorite quote is "How you do one thing, is how you do Everything" because this is the only way I could explain this experience. 

God was trying to wake me up by having this pattern repeat itself, but it took me some time to put the pieces together. 

>>Like 5 years....

The way that my healing journey began was that I became a gym rat. I was very passionate about the gym, and everything about fitness, health, etc. At first this was a healthy habit. In highschool I was the kid that would beg my mother to skip gym class & I absolutely hated sports. 

So, at 19 I moved 10 hours away from home & went to school for personal training. At the time I was in a long distance relationship with my first boyfriend. And I also moved to a city that I knew nothing about, and I lived at home with my parents until this point.

Long story short: After 2 years, I graduated & received my exercise science diploma, ended things with the boyfriend at the end, had a lot of sisterhood wounds come up,I failed the actual practical exam to be a certified personal trainer & I had multiple teachers telling me that maybe this just wasn't a good fit for me. *Cue rejection & fear of failure* 

After this I moved back home and I had no idea what to do next. I tried to get back with the ex but then i witnessed him cheating on me (where I still begged for him back) & just had a lot of pain through this experience.

This is when my eating disorder also started. Up until now I had a very healthy relationship with food and working out. But the more I was struggling with my purpose, my relationships, my friendships & feeling lost...the worst my relationship with my body, food & self got.

I still felt like that wasn't enough  & i felt like I failed so I decided to go to school to pursue Physiotherapist/Occupational Therapy Assistant.

>>Even though I hate hospitals & I wouldn't make much from this career, but I had the people closest to me tell me that I "should" do it. I was so disconnected from myself that I would legit listen to whatever advice I was given. I just wanted to feel successful. 

In this time of my life I was feeling very depressed as my personal life felt very confusing, and I just wanted to prove to the people around me that I was smart, and capable of a next-level kind of life. I didn't end up graduating after 3 years of schooling....but in hindsight this was the best thing to happen to me.

But also this is when I became very unhealthy with the guys I was dating, my relationship with myself, working out for 3+ hours a day, and eating less than 1200 cals 

Unless I was binge eating, which was a daily thing. 

YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED. 💣

This is when I realy hit rock bottom, I was really just wanting for my life to make sense and I just wanted to be thriving. I started believing that I would never be able to create a career that I was passionate about, and also be compensated for it. So I got the most unfulfilling job of my life and I just decided to close that chapter and move on to a steady job and get my life together. I convinced myself that if I just work really hard, and make money I will be happy. But then I started being super depressed, unhappy & I felt like I had no control over my life. 

As I was in this stage, I was constantly thinking of new ideas and things that I could do...while I was at my 9-5. Nothing really clicked, and it was on my mind 24/7....and then one day I came across this program on How to Create an online profitable business and I felt this feeling inside my soul for the first time in IDK how long.....

THINGS STARTED TO CLICK. ✨

Long story short, after MONTHS of searching and trying to find what's next for me I decided to join this program. I knew in my soul I needed this...even though the investment was way too high for me, I found a way to make it work. I knew in my soul I needed this and that if I wanted to get out of this state...I needed to take this leap. 

I launched my online fitness coaching business (at the time) and I went ALL IN! At this time, I got results pretty quickly in my business. This is also when I started my healing journey. This was the first time I learned about "beliefs" and this program was the catalyst to my healing, and It allowed to me to stop binge eating & dieting as well. 

As I learned more about myself and my purpose, and my healing...I started to feel unaligned with fitness coaching. I was also experiencing chaos inside my love life. (Toxic relationships, emotional abuse, etc)

I took a step back from my coaching business at this time, I was emotionally disconnected and I knew I wanted to make this work..but I didn't have the emotional capacity to create this.

And I felt a little lost in what direction I wanted to go inside my business. I knew I wanted to help people, but thats all I knew...and I didn't feel aligned with helping people with just ONE THING. I wanted to do things my own way, but I didn't really know how to do that.

At this point I made a huge life decision & I moved in with my toxic/narc. boyfriend. This was a very traumatic time in my life, but when I ended this relationship..it was the catalyst to where I am today. 

When I left that relationship, I made a commitment to myself...to always choose myself and to never abandon myself, my needs & my desires. This is where my spiritual awakening happened and that is where everything changed.

As I created a deep & loving relationship with myself.

I focused on becoming a certified hypnotherapist, NLP & Reiki practioner, reprogramming my subconscious mind, taking my healing to the next level of embodiment work, learning who I am at a deeper level, unbecoming all of the stories I was telling myself..things really changed & I decided to relaunch my business.

And I decided to do it my way. In a way that feels good to me & is aligned with who I am and what my soul-purpose is. 

THEN, I CREATED A REPEATABLE PROCESS THAT I NOW TEACH TO OTHERS. 💕

Everything that I've learned & healed in my own human experience is what I am bringing into my 1:1 Reclaim Method. 

The relationship you have with yourself, your body & your healing journey is a reflection of your outer world.

When you are struggling in any area of your life, the same pattern will happen inside your soul's path. This is WHY this is the investment you need to finally see the results you desire. In your healing journey, in feeling fulfilled & creating the life you deeply desire. 

I am bringing in all of the energetic, and healing work WITH a customized and aligned action plan for you inside my 1:1 Reclaim method. After the 6 months, you will get exactly what you want and desire.

If I can do it, so can you!

It's time to Reclaim your Power, baby! Let's do the damn thing!